Submitted by britttany 

My whole life i have been tought that love makes everything about life ten times better. My freshman year of high school, i got my chance at a love that could last forever. Now if your reading this, my freshman year wasn’t that long ago, it’s been two years. Travis was his name, tall, dark skin, brown hair, brown eyes, most importantly a senior, had a car. I had a friend named brittany, who had a cousin named jenna who was also a senior. the summer before freshman year me & brittany decided to go swiming at her cousins house, jenna, travis and brittany picked me up to go. it was my first time meeting jenna and travis, and i remember thinking, “wow there a cute couple, i wish i had a chance with a guy like him”.. he was super nice. When i started school later that fall, after picking up my cousin from football practice i got a text message from a number i didnt recognize, it said “hey” i replied with “who is this” typical.. We started texting more and more from then on, but once i texted him and he was with jenna, he didnt have my number saved in is phone at the time so she was all like “who the F**K is this?” and blah blah blah.. but we still continued to talk, we became really close and he started talking about having a relationship with me. i never really thought i would even see him again after i went swiming that one random day & the next thing i knew he was driving me to school, and secretly coming to my house when no one was home. (my parents didnt like that he was older) we never did anything sexually. although that was what allmy friends believed he was after. jenna and i had confrentations untill she layed off and we had our fun. Later that year i found out horrible news, i was going to move from my small rinky dink town to a big city. So out of the blue i moved. i had to say my goodbyes and forget about my chances at forever. after i moved travis and jenna got back together, i still think about what could have been, and i find myself constantly thinking about him and i wonder if i ever cross his mind..